Thursday, August 16, 2012

Just Wanted To Write And It Not Be A School Paper

Since July of last year I have finished two semesters of school and a summer session, celebrated my brother coming home from Afghanistan, fractured my tibia and tore a tendon, worked on a show at school in the fall, tired and ready to graduate, and I am still single, poor, and living with the parents.

I have been trying to get up the energy to write this blog that I have been trying to write for several months. I just haven't felt like writing. Even now as I am writing this I am forcing myself. I just have to be on the right mind set and just haven't been. I have however been in the reading mood and have read 12 books in 2 months over this summer. I am on my 13th book and have lost my mood to read, I just want to be lazy and not do anything until school starts. I can do that because I don't have any money to do anything anyway. Sucks not working over the summer but I at least got two classes out of the way and have been doing good in school.

I only have two semesters left and then a summer session for an internship and I will be done with college, FINALLY!! I can't wait for that day to come!! To celebrate graduating I am going on the drama trip to Greece, that is if I don't get sick or injured to not go. I better be going, and I will be praying everyday for God to let me go. I know I will have the money for it it is just the matter of not falling off chairs or having surgery or anything like that. I laugh at that because I know something is bound to happen. I am still not over my knee injury yet. It bothers me but I know it will take time for it to get back to normal. I still need to go to the doctor to get a final check up on it and get cleared for other activities like running and stuff even though I am sort of already doing things like that. It doesn't bother me just aches when I am resting it after a long day or standing on it to long.

I was going to talk about everything at the top of this blog but I just don't feel like getting into all that right now. Maybe when another year has gone by and I will have to talk about two years then I will do a lot of writing. I will say this, I am writing a book. Actually two books, I started one a long time ago and never finished and now I have started another one. Guess I need to get to it on both of them but will have to wait till after I graduate, at least I think I will have more time then the write but who knows what will happen.

Going to be a busy semester and I can't wait. As long as I pass statistics this semester, which I have never attempted before, I will be happy. I should be okay in my other classes. And then there are three performances I am participating in this semester, a musical that I have no idea what I am doing in, a student directed one act that I will either be directing or stage managing, and then the SIPs (student initiated project) that I am stage managing for. Busy girl right here!! I hope I can keep up with everything. If I seem a little stressed this semester and you have read this then you will know why I am stressed.

Guess I wrote more than what I thought I would. Good thing because I don't like to write short blogs, I like to ramble.  =)