Thoughts and I felt like writing something today

Student One Acts are going well with few minor issues. Nothing needing to be talked about. I am having a blast running lights. I think Doc is trying to get me to change my major but I am standing my ground and sticking with Criminal Justice, only because I don't have much left to do, besides I'm considered a senior. But I love theatre and it has filled a void I have had inside for a long time. I don't get paid in money to help out but it does put a smile on my face and boost my self-esteem a ton!! Its a hobby and that is all.

Thanksgiving is coming up and I will be with my Uncle and Aunt and cousins on that day but other than that I have nothing to do except write an essay and maybe go clean out my storage and get rid of stuff. I love cleaning out stuff and organizing but this project is more than I can handle by myself. Lots of furniture that needs to be moved around and I am just a weak little girl who needs strong big guys to come help her....anyone want to help me? =)

Going back to college at 32 isn't so bad, especially when there are people older than me going to college too, I don't feel so old. I don' t look old either. lol. But it's been interesting and ahhh the joys of having that feeling of accomplishment in view. At this point I just want to finish my degree and be done with it. Tired of it hanging over my head. I already have a pretty good career going as a massage therapist but finishing something I have been dreaming about doing since I was in the 7th grade is even better, and finding a job I will like even more. I love massage therapy and can always do that part time and work full time doing what ever it is I decide to use my degree for, and help Doc out when I am needed (Frank too). It has been a long journey to get where I am today and without those experiences I don't think I would have made it back to school. I have no regrets in my past because I wouldn't be the person I am today without them. Not saying that there are things I would have done differently but when I think about it I know that if i changed it I wouldn't have been going on the path I needed to be on. I feel a peace about where I am headed now, and if only the right guy would come along then I would feel complete.

Speaking of right guy, and yes I am going to talk about it since people always assume I am married, not sure why. I have never been married and I am currently single. So if any guy out there wants to take me out on a date I am all for it. Dating is fun. As far as relationships go, I am still on the fence about it right now. The last relationship I was in was NOT the best and the one before not good either, so I have been told by one of my best friends (who is a guy) that I am no longer able to pick out a guy, he will find one for me...good luck with that. lol. I am to picky and what I want changes because it depends on the guy, not every guy is the same. I don't have one thing specifically set on what I want, well there are the basic things like honesty, trust, security, funny, and things like that but as looks go I don't care as much or what kind of job they have as long as they are making enough to pay their bills. BUT, there has to be a connection between us, if there isn't then I am not going to pursue anything with that person. I value friendship over everything so I won't get into something if there is no connection and try and treasure the friendship instead. I do have to say this though, I am a flirt. Yes, it is true, I love to flirt and it does get me in trouble from time to time in more ways than one. But its fun and I like being flirted with. I also love affection, especially hugs. Hugs are the best. So please hug me all you want, friends. Hope that helps everyone understand me a bit better and know that I am looking but not looking for Mr. Right, and its always when your not looking that he falls in your lap. Although I will say this, I have a crush on a couple of guys I know...not naming names, those are my secrets. =)

Have a great day!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!

Relaxing

Laramie Project is over and went extremely well. It was a fun experience but I am glad it is over. Now it's time for the student directed one acts. Sadly I will not be in one of them, but I will be doing the lighting for all of them and as most of you know I like working backstage and not onstage. I was glad I got the chance to be onstage but more glad to be behind it now. =)

As far as school is concerned I am doing well in the two classes I am in now. I wasn't doing well in math so I dropped it. I will be taking it again next semester with an added class to help with the math. THANK GOODNESS!! Maybe I will be able to pass it and hopefully have a teacher that speaks English clearly.

I have made so many great friends this semester and I hope they are lasting friendships even after we have all gone our separate ways.

I am so glad my life is going well and that I am finally feeling happy again. Financially though I am struggling. So glad my parents are helping me out with some of those issues. I will forever be in debt of them. Hopefully I can figure out what I want to do with my CJ degree and get a better stable job. I would really like to work with kids and juveniles just not sure what I can do. One day though I would love to be a Foster parent and try and help kids out that way if possible, I know its hard work but I love kids and I can relate to them better than most adults.

Anyway just felt like writing a bit.

LARAMIE PROJECT

The play has been going well. I am very proud of this play and all the cast members that are on stage with me. Also for the students behind the scenes. I think I will have a crush on all the guys in this play because they are so awesome!! The girls are all very talented too but "I don't swing that way". LOL. Anyway you should come out and see me. There are only 3 more night shows starting at 8pm this Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Hope to see you there!!

The One Act I was in I am no longer in. To much going on for me to be able to be apart of it. So no one act. I think I will stick with the school plays and not student director one acts.