Student One Acts are going well with few minor issues. Nothing needing to be talked about. I am having a blast running lights. I think Doc is trying to get me to change my major but I am standing my ground and sticking with Criminal Justice, only because I don't have much left to do, besides I'm considered a senior. But I love theatre and it has filled a void I have had inside for a long time. I don't get paid in money to help out but it does put a smile on my face and boost my self-esteem a ton!! Its a hobby and that is all.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I will be with my Uncle and Aunt and cousins on that day but other than that I have nothing to do except write an essay and maybe go clean out my storage and get rid of stuff. I love cleaning out stuff and organizing but this project is more than I can handle by myself. Lots of furniture that needs to be moved around and I am just a weak little girl who needs strong big guys to come help her....anyone want to help me? =)
Going back to college at 32 isn't so bad, especially when there are people older than me going to college too, I don't feel so old. I don' t look old either. lol. But it's been interesting and ahhh the joys of having that feeling of accomplishment in view. At this point I just want to finish my degree and be done with it. Tired of it hanging over my head. I already have a pretty good career going as a massage therapist but finishing something I have been dreaming about doing since I was in the 7th grade is even better, and finding a job I will like even more. I love massage therapy and can always do that part time and work full time doing what ever it is I decide to use my degree for, and help Doc out when I am needed (Frank too). It has been a long journey to get where I am today and without those experiences I don't think I would have made it back to school. I have no regrets in my past because I wouldn't be the person I am today without them. Not saying that there are things I would have done differently but when I think about it I know that if i changed it I wouldn't have been going on the path I needed to be on. I feel a peace about where I am headed now, and if only the right guy would come along then I would feel complete.
Speaking of right guy, and yes I am going to talk about it since people always assume I am married, not sure why. I have never been married and I am currently single. So if any guy out there wants to take me out on a date I am all for it. Dating is fun. As far as relationships go, I am still on the fence about it right now. The last relationship I was in was NOT the best and the one before not good either, so I have been told by one of my best friends (who is a guy) that I am no longer able to pick out a guy, he will find one for me...good luck with that. lol. I am to picky and what I want changes because it depends on the guy, not every guy is the same. I don't have one thing specifically set on what I want, well there are the basic things like honesty, trust, security, funny, and things like that but as looks go I don't care as much or what kind of job they have as long as they are making enough to pay their bills. BUT, there has to be a connection between us, if there isn't then I am not going to pursue anything with that person. I value friendship over everything so I won't get into something if there is no connection and try and treasure the friendship instead. I do have to say this though, I am a flirt. Yes, it is true, I love to flirt and it does get me in trouble from time to time in more ways than one. But its fun and I like being flirted with. I also love affection, especially hugs. Hugs are the best. So please hug me all you want, friends. Hope that helps everyone understand me a bit better and know that I am looking but not looking for Mr. Right, and its always when your not looking that he falls in your lap. Although I will say this, I have a crush on a couple of guys I know...not naming names, those are my secrets. =)
Have a great day!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!
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